my_love_suicide

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 22:44:40 GMT

I'm pretty excited. I found out today that I didn't get historian in the foreign language club, but I did get treasurer because nobody ran for treasurer. So basically I got a job I'm not even qualified for (I'm supposed to be a junior/year 11 to be treasurer. I'm a sophomore/year 10 right now.) So tomorrow I have to go in at 7:30 and I get donuts. Pretty sweet. But for the magazine sales, I have to count all the money and put money in envlopes for people who sell magazines. Yay.

So that's pretty much it. I'm just mucho excited for this. :]

Survey time

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 00:20:09 GMT

Hair
What's your natural hair color?: Brown
Is it straight/curly/wavy?: Curly. But I straighten it.
How long/short is it?: Two inches past my shoulders?
Is it layered?: Possibly. I mean, yes....
Have you ever had really short hair?: >_< Yes
What celebrity has the cutest short hair?: ...I don't know
What celebrity has the best long hair?: ...Yet again, I don't know
Do you think a person's hair has a lot to do with how they look?: Yes. Definately
Describe your usual hair style: ...Straight.
Do you prefer having your hair up or down?: Both.
Are you proud of it?: If it cooperates with me.
Is it frizzy?: I don't know?
What type of hair do you envy?: MORGAN'S HAIR.
Is your hair dry?: ..No?
Is it really oily?: No.
Blondes or brunettes?: Brunettes.
The previous answer or red heads?: Redheads.
Do you often gel your hair or put unnatural things in it?: Gel sometimes
Do you like putting unnatural things in it?: No.
Does your hair smell good?: YEEEES.
Eyebrows:
What color are your eyebrows?: Brown.
Are they arched/curved/kinda straight?: Lol, I don't pay attention to them.
Are they thick?: I don't know...?
Are they no more than a pencil line?: No
Are they natural?: Of course.
Do you they make your eyes look deep?: I.. don't know
Do you like your eyebrows?: Lol.
Do you wax or pluck them?: No. And aforementioned, I shaved them off when I was younger. xB
Do you they suit everything else about you?: ....
Do you look at the eyebrows of the opposite sex?: LMFAO. No.
Would you pierce your eyebrows?: I wanted to.
Eyes:
What color are your eyes?: Blue/green. They change.
What color do you want them to be?: ALL GREEN. OR HAZEL.
Do they change color?: Yes
Are your eyes beautiful?: So I've been told.
Do you believe they reveal your soul?: ...No?
Do you have expressive eyes?: Yes.
What are they shaped like?: Um, eyes?
Who has the prettiest eyes?: ME. Not really.
What's the best eye color?: Hazel. Or green.
Do you wear contacts?: I want them
Glasses?: Yes >_<
Are your eyes deep?: wtf?
Are they dark?: No. Unless my make-up makes them change to dark.
Do you always look for nice eyes?: I love looking at amazing eyes.
Do your eyes sparkle when you smile or cry?: I don't know
Do you have long lashes?: No. I use mascara to make them long. Lol, that sounded wrong.
Do you have thick lashes?: ....Yet again, mascara.
Are your lashes curled?: No?
Are lashes really important?: No.
Do you wear a lot of eyeliner/eyeshadow?: I used to put on liquid eyeliner, but it used to get in my eyes andhurt. Eyeshadow, yet.
What's the best eye color on the opposite sex?: GREEN. OR HAZEL. OR AMAZING BLUE.
Do you people tell you you have nice eyes?: Yesh.
Nose
Do you like your nose?: ...
Is it flat?: LOL
Have you injured it before?: Not really
Is it broad?: Not really?
Is it pointy?: Not really?
Does it resemble Christina Aguilera's nose?: ...what the fuck?
Do you pluck anything regarding your nose?: ...No
Do you always poke your nose where it's not wanted?: Lol. Sometimes.
Do you have a button nose?: No?
Would you pierce it?: Possibly.
Ears
Do you have small ears?: Lol, no?
Are they flexible?: ...Sure?
Are they sensitive?: Eh.
Are they pierced?: Yes
...More than once on each?: Just once
Do you always clean them?: Lol.
Do you hear well?: At times. I have what my mom likes to call "selective hearing" :]
Do you like your ears?: ...wtf.
Cheeks
Do you like your cheeks?: Sure?
Are they chubby?: Not as much as they were
Do you have high cheekbones?: I don't know.
Do you think cheekbones are really important?: Lol, no.
Are your cheeks smooth?: Yes
Are they rosey?: Not right now.
Do people often pinch them?: No
Do they make you look nice?: No, they're usually pale.... or really red.
Got a dimple?: Two of them. o:
Lips
Are your lips really red?: I don't know...
Are they pale?: No?
Are they fleshy/pink?: Sure?
Are they full?: ...I do not know.
Are they small?: Dunno
Is one lip larger than the other?: Sure?
Do you want thick lips?: Not really
Who has the best lips?: No idea.
Do you wear lip gloss?: Yeah
Lip stick?: No
Lip liner?: No
Do you kiss a lot?: ......NO. STFU.
Are your lips smooth?: Who cares?
Do you like your lips in general?: Yet again, who cares?
Do you have a nice smile?: I've been told so....
Would you pierce your bottom lip?: Snakebites. <3.
Chin
Do you have a broad chin?: ....No?
Is it cute?: Lol. A chin is a chin.
Have you ever had a double chin?: .... Probably. I'm fat.
Does it define your face well?: Probably not.
Got a cleff?: ...no?
Neck
Do you have a nice neck?: No.
Got big bones around there?: Not visible ones?
Have you ever been strangled/choked?: Not really
Do you have a smooth neck?: Sure?
Do you like your neck?: No. I hate it. It's fat.
Do you always show it?: ...
Do you like turtlenecks?: yes
Do you sweat a lot at the back of your neck?: Ew, no.
Chest/Shoulders
Do you have a nice collarbone?: Sure?
Are your shoulders boney?: No. I wish they were a bit bony.
Is your skin smooth around there?: ....O_o
Are you gifted regarding your chest?: I have small boobs, if that's what you mean. Lmfao.
Do you wish you are, if not?: YEEEES.
Arms/Wrists/Hands
Do you like your arms?: No. The top of them is far.
Are they slender?: No. I'm fat.
Got tattoos around there?: No.
Do you have smooth skin there?: Sure?
Do you have dark elbows?: When I get really tan.
Are your elbows boney?: Kinda-ish?
What are your wrists like?: Like a wrist?
Do your veins show a lot?: No.
Your bones?: Eh, a bump on the side shows sometimes. And it's small.
Do you wear watches?: Psh. Who wears watches anymore?
Are your fingers slim?: ....I don't know.
Are they long?: Not... really?
Do they have a certain shape?: LMFAO.
Are your fingertips narrow/candlike/small/larger than your fingers?: smaller?
Do you wear rings?: My class ring.
Do you have "girlie" fingers?: No?
Does your palm have a lot of lines?: Yes.
Are there these two lines on your palms that kinda meet at one point?: Sure?
You know that means you'll be rich, right?: I won't be rich.
Are the lines are your palm long?: That sounded wrong... :]
Do you know that long lines mean you're really loving?: Sure why not.
Do your lines form chain-like patterns?: Sure why not.
If they do they represent tough times.: Okay then
What are your nails like?: I'm growing them out. :]
Do you wear fake nails?: Not anymore
Do you have small nails?: No
Are they pink? (Natural color): No?
Are your nails weak?: Kind of.
Do you paint them?: YES. Bright orange.
Stomach/Waist
Does your waist go in?: ...I'm fat.
Did you have to work for that?: ...Stfu.
Do you have Janet's abs?: I have no "abs/" I have fat.
Do you have a flat stomach?: No! I AM FAT
Is it tan?: No. I never let people see my fat.
Would you pierce your navel?: No
Do you often show your stomach?: Never. Unless I'm home alone, I won't give a fuck about my shirts showing my stomach
Privates
Do you think your privates are nice-looking?: ..Pfsh, who stares at their private parts?
What's the hair like down there?: Um, like hair down there?
Ever had any foreign objects in/around your privates?: Lol.
Got a name for your privates?: I don't name my privates, silly.
How often do you get horny?: Lol. Horny.
How many people have seen your privates?: My parents when I was younger. And that is it.
Can you do any neat tricks with your privates?: Um, how about not? Unless you count one's ass as a private part... I can do something neat with that.

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 23:49:14 GMT

OMG I AM BACK. Sweet. Amazing. Crazy. >_<. Alright, I'll shush. I'm just a bit hyper right now. Because for the past like, week and a half I've been with my cousin, and we were really hyper and shit, but I can say I'm rather glad that she's not here, seeing as she was on the phone the whole damn time she was out here, basically. But yeahh. Ahhhh I have Panic! at the Disco songs stuck in my head. Oh well. Maybe sometime I can listen to A Fever You Can't Sweat Out sometime with my babyyyy. ♥ . Speaking of my baby, I miss him lots. D:. I was hoping to talk to him today, but I haven't yet. Maybe this week I will... I just hope nothing happened to him, y'know?

Just for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of
A. indifference and
B. disinterest in what the critics say.

xD. Sorry.
The internet is really... FOR PORN! Heh. Totally an inside joke with my cousin and I...
"-...BUTT SEX!" "Sorry... my cousin has tourettes(Sp?)"

Uhm. Yeah. That's pretty much all.

♥ I love you, baby!

Wed, 31 May 2006 04:46:53 GMT

So.. yeah. Volunteering tomorrow. Yay. Going to get my cousin on Friday, WAHOO! Then we're heading up to the family reunion on Saturday and coming home on Sunday. Then she's staying til next Friday and we're going out there for the weekend, and coming home Sunday. Then the 13th, 2 days after we get home, equal one month. ♥ . It's been nearly three weeks now, and it hasn't even seemed like that long!

But yeah. I went outside today in the storm. In a white shirt... Never again.... Seriously. It was pouring rain out and I went outside in the pouring rain. Wahoo, I'm smart, aren't I? But yeahh. I'm kind of cold.... And shivering. >_<. Oh well. It's better than being like, sweating and really really warm.

Poor dog was scared of the storms today. And then when I dropped the thing that had all the paperclips in it. Heh. Alan came over to tell us about the car and stuff (it's going to cost $700-1,000... maybe more!), and he knocked on the door and silly Niko started barking at him.

But yeah. I'm definately tired.. Off to bed. ♥

[That boy is amazing, and he's stolen my heart. The lovely thief can have it, I never want it back. He means the world to me and I never want to lose him. I love him so much.]

Sat, 27 May 2006 16:56:58 GMT

My cousin is a freshieeee! And I'm a sophomore. Too bad we're gonna be at different high schools. I have to help him with Spanish homework next year. Gr. But yeah, his band got an award, so I was pretty happy for him. And one of his bandmates had silly string for the graduation afterparty, and I was like, "SILLY STRING! That stuff is awesome. :D." But yeahh. Going to a cookout later and stuff, so pretty soon I need to go change. I had taco salad though. That stuff is yummy.

It's freezinggg cold in here. I swear. Haha. Burger King Texas double whopper thing commercial. xD. It's hilarious seeing men singing about how hungry they are and how they're man. It's pretty amazingly funny. Heh. Morgan and I volunteered yesterday and like, shredded and stuff. And we found 80 paper clips. And two binder clip things. One was regular sized, and the other was a monster. xD. I remember I found it and immediately exclaimed, "IT'S A MONSTER!" Then there was a silence and I jokingly said, "...I'd do it." Maybe that means we shouldn't be allowed to have Vault when we volunteer, then? Maybe. Vault = green skittle-tasting heaven in a bottle. But yeah, don't ask, Morgan and I were hyper when we said that.

So yesterday we went to Kohl's. I got these adorable capris, two polos, and a pair of shorts. Yeah, it's the coming of the apocalypse, I have shorts. And I'm wearing them. :o. I'm excited for next Friday, I get to see my cousin!

But I'm off to go change and get ready and stuff. :].

[Happy two weeks! ♥ They've been the best of my life.]

Mon, 22 May 2006 18:29:48 GMT

Um. Yeah. Totally should finish up the dishes. And go walk the dog, because I need to lose some weight. (I took ihm for four walks yesterday, and today I walked him around the park. So yay I'm getting exercise -dances-) But yeah today might be the last time I'm on for a while. Maybe til next week. No, not next week, my cousin will be here. Damnit. I'll make sure I run updates and all that good shit next week before we go get my cousin on Friday. Then I'll continue to run updates on Fridays/Saturdays after my cousin gets home while my mom goes out. That should give me a solid few hours online each time. Which is good.

But yeah. Definately got scared last night. At about.. 11:30 I heard the dog suddenly bark and he would not stop. I swear for half an hour I lay still as can be, with my CD on pause because I thought somebody was breaking in to my house. Let me tell you I did not sleep easy last night. Maybe it was also because I had slept for half the day yesterday... But yeah. I definately got my huge teddy bear thing and hugged it until I fell asleep last night, because it helped me imagine that my baby was here and that it was him, and I felt a bit more safe. ♥

Soo. I'm going to end this here and stuff. Go finish washing the dishes, listen to music, then log on later when I need to run the anti-virus update and get directions to an airport for somebody.

Oh, and before I go = haha, loved the conversation on late Saturday night/really early Sunday morning. Hehe. =P. ♥

Thu, 18 May 2006 21:27:46 GMT

Oh goodness. School is over for me, which means summer vacation, which means no computer. =[. I'm going to be sad. Definately. ♥ I'll definately try to log on as often as I can.

So yeah. Totally reading 'A Clockwork Orange'. I had no idea what the hell malchicks, devotchkas, and viddy meant (and a bunch of other stuff). But yeah. I figured it out because I'm that cool. Hehe. But yeah. Tired. Have to go play at graduation tonight. Gr.

But yeah. I'm going to end it here. ♥

Tue, 16 May 2006 02:41:55 GMT

Um. Yeah. I'm in love. Seriously. Like, I never knew that I'd fall in love again. But this is seriously great. I'm not even kidding you. He's a total sweetie. And his name begins with the same letter as mine. And we're both left-handed an wear glasses. And get along sooo well. God, he's the most amazing person, and the best, definately. He makes me feel so good about myself; he told me I'm the most beautiful woman I know, and that I today that I looked amazing in pictures that I showed him. That boy seriously knows how to melt my heart! -insert giddy giggle here-

I'm definately going to be daydreaming this summer. I just know it. But hey, I'm not complaining. I could think about my boy for hours on end. ♥ Hehe. Yeah, I can't think of much more, so I'll end this here.

♥

Sat, 13 May 2006 18:02:02 GMT

I'm extremely happy and stuff right now. Someone confessed to me that they really really liked me, and told me that he loves me. And I really really like the guy back, so I said that I loved him too. So yeah, I basically think that I have a boyfriend now. I'm so happy! I love him with all of my hear. ♥ He makes me feel so good about myself, and he makes me extremely happy.

Hehe. I'm really giddy right now and stuff. Maybe I'll update later.

♥

Ew.

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 15:02:32 GMT

Yes. Ew. Gross. Disgusting. UGH.
I'm sick. Isn't that just loverly? Yes I said loverly. Stfu. D: So.... I'm going to lay around all day and do nothing, and tell my mom that I slept the whole day after she left and stuff. Then I'll get to go on the comp again for a few hours tonight! Erm. So. Yeah. Uhm. Maybe I'll call Morgan later&&stuff. And ask her how her mom reacted to hearing that she got shit on by a bird earlier. Haha. Morgann <333 Silly bird pooped on you. I wish you were getting a fucking yearbook so I could write that in the damn thing. Oh well. I'll leave a random comment on your old LJ, or on your xanga, saying that. :D You know I luff you dearrrrr.

Erm yeah. If I feel like it, I'll update later.

so say what are you waiting for..... k i s s h e r k i s s h e r

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 02:38:39 GMT

So, yeah. Today was... good I guess. One of the first things Iheard before school was, "You look pretty today Kelli!" Yeah, Hannah knows how to make me happy. :D. Brandon actually didn't call me a whore today, and Tyler actually didn't give me any shit today. Well, he kind of did, but it was to a minimum and stuff, so yeahhh. It's all good.

But, yeah.... I'm supposedly a blow job with handlebars! Yeah.... Tiffany dubbed me that today because of my braided pigtails. She called me that at lunch and I think a teacher heard, OHHHSNAP. Nyeh, not like the teacher knows me and is going to confront me about it, eh?

Blow job with handlebars outt. <3
( :P )

My feelings...

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 19:34:18 GMT

Boy, you’re always on my mind.
Baby, just so you know you are
Everything I’ve been trying to find.
I just wish in my mind we could go far.

You’re my everything;
Don’t you know?
I want to be your little something
I just want my feelings to show.

Oh, can’t you see?
I’m head over heels in love
I thought I showed is plainly
But I guess its hidden under my glove.

I cry every night
Thinking about how much I care
I hold onto your image tight
Oh, for you I’d have everything to spare.

----Boy, I love you so much, I just wish us and our love could be the envy of everyone.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 03:49:09 GMT

Dear diary. Mood apathetic. My life is spiraling down.

Haha. Nooo, I'm not going to rip off I must be Emo by Hollywood Undead. That song cannot be messed with, I swear.

Yay, I decided to make a Livejournal. Wahoo? Yeah. So, anyways, I'm really bored. It is a Friday night and I have nothing to do.... Maybe I should dance the night away away away! Haha. Yeah, totally just ripped off a song from Go Betty Go. But yeah. I'm bored as HELL. But, y'know, what can I say? I have no life. Haha. Next week I don't go to school until 12:15 on Wednesday, then no school on Thursday. Wahoo! Let me see how many more days of school I have left. *counts* Sixteen and one half days of school left. Amazing. School year almost over and it feels like just yesterday I was graduating from 8th grade, and now I'm almost a sophomore, and no longer a freshie. YESS. I cannot wait to be a sophomore, and no longer a freshie who is as worthy as the gum stuck on the bottom of the upperclassmen's feet. Alright... no... I'm not that unworthy... Hell, I'm not even unworthy. Haha. Yeah, you know you love me! Just kiddinggg. ♥. Yeahhh. Be jealous, I just made a heart pressing Alt+some number.

So, yeah. My dog keeps licking himself and won't stop no matter how much we tell him;he needs to get a cone but my mom will not call the vet on Monday. I keep telling her that this isn't good! But does she listen? No, not ont bit. But yea, I'm really bored and it's about 10:48 at night. I'll try my best to update every night about my day; not like anybody is going to read, though.

That's all for tonight!